To get to the light, You have to face the shadow. To get to the shadow, You have to face yourself. ~ Soul Bitch

Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.

Helen Keller

If you understand anything about astrology, if I say, “Plutonian,” or “Moon Pluto,” you’ll know exactly what I’m talking about.  I used to joke that my life was a “trail of disasters.”  Only a Plutonian would say something like that.

Passion (from the Greek verb πασχω meaning to suffer) is a very strong feeling about a person or thing. Passion is an intense emotion, a compelling enthusiasm or desire for something.
right now, I’m a train wreck… that might never change.  What is an evolved Plutonian?
old train wreck

Pile 2 was surprising and resonate. I don’t know where it will all go, but I have spent the better part of my life trying to understand the complexities of oppression, abuse, and trauma at a personal level, social level, political level, and spiritual level. With all of that, also trying to understand how today’s current society and globalism play into all of it. Understanding how our mind’s work and how all of this is shaping who we are echoing out into society and having it come back to shape us in a feedback loop. There is so much involved in all of it and not easy to write down or teach because there are so many places to go with this. My goal in college was to understand it and find creative ways to shift the mainstream narrative back to our authentic selves. I have two projects to work with this. I’ve started with the first one recently, Soul Bitch, which is the integration of our “angelic” side with our “shadow” side and beginning with self love and healing our own traumas. But then I have other ideas that this graduates into on a more social level. I don’t know how unique my ideas are, but I’d at least like to contribute to bringing people and families back to authentic self that has integrity with our soul and the God or Universe we believe in. To reconnect with that as Guide. I’m just getting started so my website is not the way I want it yet. But if anyone that’s interested will be patient, I continue to work on this as I can. Like many, I still work a day job and dealing with the crazy in that. But I’d like this to eventually become my full time job because like you said, I cannot stop with it. It is like I’m driven to do it in ways I don’t understand, and sometimes I do have a hard time trusting it. I am starting with tarot readings and intuitive guidance, but I”m new so definitely not as amazing as you! But I am working constantly to improve and I know my readings are a bit different than others. I have a keen sense for the shadow side of things and love helping people overcome their blocks. So I know my readings are good in that sense. Thank you for giving me space here to write about it. If for anything else, it helps me practice talking about what is very difficult to pen down in a concise way. I appreciate you and your energy. I apologize I can’t remember your name. I’m fairly new to your channel, but I love your soul and appreciate your amazing readings. ❤ My website is soulbitch.org if anyone wants to check it out. I do have an email list, but am still working on content, focus, and consistency so I appreciate any interest and people’s patience! I think once I get it figured out it will be interesting to say the least!